it's my turn in the hot seat's Journal [entries|friends|calendar] it's my turn in the hot seat [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

(2 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) [23 Sep 2009|12:13pm] my birthday is approaching. acceptable gifts include - a typewriter * - polaroid film * - 3.1 phillip lim spring 2009 line - another bottle of prada perfume - anything relating to bukowski

(2 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) nonsense. [19 May 2009|07:38pm] "always see your face" by Love is playing over and over and over and over in my mind. it's the only thing i want to hear, i want to sleep in it and bathe in it. ive kind of got a music video to it now, my own personal music video and you're in it. i helped aya write a paper on censorship , but being as she writes in somewhat broken english and my parts of the paper make weird references to the garden of eden and are quite polished, you can tell it was taped together. hilarious. i made the bed this morning and yes i did lie in it. he jumped on top of me folded in blankets before leaving to work and kissed me, saying i was wrapped like a present. that's why i keep coming back, right there. it's disgusting. i guess i'll finish my story about the man named jacob and his boat in the grey sea off barcelona. it was getting good.

(::show me what im missing::) at least for now [21 Apr 2009|01:13pm] i've spent the last few days at my old house. sleeping in my old bed. we had a bbq yesterday. lorenzo and i took his new car out for a spin and grabbed a whole bunch of stuff. picked up kiel, danced around in the front seat and held hands. it just seemed right. my guacamole was a hit and the nights kept ending up with just us left together at the house. louie and karmyn came over with their baby, it was weird to see a newborn in the house...much less in lorenzo's arms and i wish i could have recorded it ....holding on tight to the little thing he said "i want to have a baby". i could have died from laughter when everyone turned to me... ok, it was kind of heartwarming. all in all, it's been an all right weekend.

(2 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) something. [17 Mar 2009|04:18pm] [disclaimer: yeah so i got a new phone number, thats the only important part of this thing dont read the rest.] i kind of want to find a parade today. my teacher made me read my story in front of the whole class...he said i had to sit in the hot seat. it was terrible. i got a new cell phone. in other news i drank too much wine yesterday. something fell on me and i have a ninja turtle drawn on my arm. whoever invented the "luck of the irish" didn't know i would come into existence, where is my luck? .... cause i need a new job, anyone wanting to help in my quest is welcome. i guess thats it. [disclaimer: yeah so i got a new phone number, thats the only important part of this thing dont read the rest.]

(2 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) something to think about [10 Jan 2009|03:44pm]

(5 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) a few. [26 Nov 2008|11:43am] vena cava 3.1

(::show me what im missing::) [26 Nov 2008|11:17am] lorenzo's mom made me tofurkey and his dad danced. i think december is going to be all right.

(6 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) i dont know much but i know this. [06 Nov 2008|12:19pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | white noise ] living out of your car , house hopping. it's not all it's cracked up to be. i've been looking for a job. applied for three, about to go to two open interview things. if i get the one on the 14th it will mean i might have to leave california for training. i haven't told anyone...just the internet. i wish some things would keep me here.

(::show me what im missing::) [12 Sep 2008|09:57am] i hate waking up at 5 am to get to an 8 am class. i am so tired. i watched the cultivation of mushrooms on the discovery channel last night. i will not be eating them for a while, until i forget about compost and nitrate. now i have to go read some steinbeck before i waste it all on dollar beers.

(2 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) hey baby baby it's wild world [05 Sep 2008|10:20am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | mew in the head ] - cranes -chinatown -pehrspace -johns -smc - lori's couch ,stephanie's bed, mario's couch. i really need the heat to stop. i used to write stories in my head all the time and i do mean all the time. now i'll try to concentrate on passing cars, tall builings, tiny coffeeshops....nothing. nothing nothing nothing, hopefully something will happen in my next class (cont. amer. lit.) lord knows i need to drift away...not off. furthermore , outgoing= tiring . it's not my thing... \ missing teddy bear eyes.

(7 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) i really never use this. [03 Aug 2008|02:00pm] it's a damn rat wheel. i hate money and long beach city parking tickets. warren's transistion wasn't hard at all.his room is like it's own seperate house. i have air conditioning in my vehicle now and it's the tops. going over my old french books to pass the time at work. lorenzo and i are planning to do a wine tour in october. that's about it. i miss some people.

(::show me what im missing::) hearing < listening [12 Jul 2008|03:41pm] malade de lui.... oh well, cd player in the car now.

(4 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) we dress up to stay inside. [23 Jun 2008|01:42pm] someone broke into my car to steal - a cup full of change i keep for meters in my glove compartment -my birth control. what a crackhead, why does 3rd st. have to be so sketchy?

(1 other angle | ::show me what im missing::) sham. [15 Jun 2008|03:52pm] now that's some bullshit.

(::show me what im missing::) first class. [23 Mar 2008|04:17pm] i can remember flying to chicago,one of the million times.... lights below, scattering and seemingly never ending. i almost always imagined having the man of my affection with me, resting my shoulder upon his head, having someone to relax against. i don't think i will ever travel to chicago again, now that my grandmother is gone. but tonight, at least i will get my girl-ish fantasy, on the way to vegas. it must have been watching 'say anything'over and over years that did it. that last scene... im excited.

(::show me what im missing::) medium. [16 Mar 2008|03:16pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | let's spend the night together ] kenny went in to county, he'll be back out by this tuesday. we're all convinced the only thing he was guilty of was being african american in ventura, they got pulled over for seatbelts they were putting on...yeeah hmmm... might be going to vegas next weekend for jason's wedding. thought i'd put a picture to make all of this more interesting, i'm in love with the weather right now and have been reading a lot of bbc news. trying to keep updated on the darfur crisis, my friend is going to throw a benefit show, hopefully i can get in on helping.. hopefully the UN can convince their president to allow UN peacekeepers in there and if not that, then provide the AU soldiers with some funds. digressing: i can't believe Gambian President Yahya Jammeh is claiming to have had the aids virus told to him in a dream from his ancestors. granted the whole of world health organization is wrong .... it could be a great win, but hey! im just skeptical. i guess that's the only things i have to share, im going to enjoy the rolling stones now.

(::show me what im missing::) $260 [26 Feb 2008|05:01pm] relieved to say i found my banana republic jacket that i had recieved from lorenzo for christmas. it was just hanging in kenny's closet. i guess some random picked it up from the red room and wore it back there, only to leave it on their mattress. karma. despite the fact that verizon keeps sending me weird enormous bills out of nowhere and i haven't got that car insurance yet , i say i've got some good luck..... cause who just leaves an expensive jacket after stealing it?

(8 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) tell my girl, i'll be gone till november [15 Feb 2008|09:55am] spent valentines day with louie, karmyn, wyatt and lorenzo... then passed out off of vicodin and xanax on the couch. it was awesome. in other news: i own a car again. out and about is back in style.

(2 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) bummer, thanks for not coming melissa [09 Feb 2008|01:38pm] i wasn't exactly please with the selection of proenza schouler items that were left at target by the time i got to make it there. i plan to venture somewhere in the ghetto, where no one cares and most of the stuff will still be there or order it, i did get a cute green shirt....i'll be back.

(4 other angles | ::show me what im missing::) california dreamin' [07 Feb 2008|02:19pm] jam session at warren's last night with us, sarah and louie. i haven't picked up the guitar in years...or sang for that matter, random. school starts next week, i will again be trecking out to santa monica. then there's there's that script i'm supposed to review. hopefully things will start happening. hopefully i will follow some sort of concrete schedule soon.

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]